It's spring break right now. I still have my leadership resume to do. Soo bored. My mom is gone, she went to vietnam. My dad is working so I'm screw at home with my brother, I went out a couple of times this week. :) which is a good thing .
Things seem to be crumbling down with the love life. .
EVERYTHING WAS SO GREAT. 2 weeks ago. everything was great. but i had to go screw everything up. I miss him. but i promise to let him go. and just be friends. i hate this. but its for the best, i think he thinks something wrong between us, so he's not talking to me much anymore. :( i dont know if he thinks this is what he suppose to do because he totally embarassed me. Because it's pretty stupid to hide when I want things to work out for both of us. I dont want to be in a relationship so I hope he knows that. But I'm going to be strong. ;) just want him to know that I'm here for him. To be his friend.
Oh the other hand, Michael & Me are talking which is a good thing?
We talk but somehow we end up hating each other again, and making up and aplogizing then get into some sort of argument and fight again. I hope this time it's different. hopefully it turns out for the best. I hate drama.
School is good. Its so close to summer more than half way there. I'm excited, but I have no clue what is going to happen this summer. Either I'm going to Vietnam or staying here and going to summer school & get Alg. 2 over with and go to PreCal. next year. I want to get that math over with, but if I dont go on vacation this year, this is basicly the last year I get to go on vacation and go back to my country. I can wait til I graduate but I hardly doubt I will go back til I'm like 30? haha. That's why I want to go this time around, but my mom, she's scare that some weirdo going to like put drugs or something weird in my purse while I'm not paying attention in the airport. I keep reasuring her that no one will do that, and that I will and can take care of myself, for god sake I'm 16 I can take care of myself, and it's not like I will talk to some random ugly stranger. Oh well I will just try to convince her more, and my dad to convince her, he is letting me go. I went to D.C so why can't I go now to Vietnam. - -
everyone pray for the good things to come. I've been having such a badd 2 weeks. I hate it so much. I wish something can change. I've been crying alot lately. Someone stop these tears.
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